1st working day which I can leave before 7pm!!!!
Hopefully catching up with the speed.

The 2nd week

Started to be a little bit better with the routine work
still a lot of writing errors

still feel bad on call days
coz physically and mentally cannot stand for it
super low efficiency in the next day after call

Today I tried to reflect,
it's time to change the attitude
not to "finish" all the work
but appreciate each little task I did
and let time bring me to another new day

The 1st time I did the explaination to the family for a patient going to die soon
it's just like the TV scene

The most rewarding thing is hearing "thank you" from the patients

Finally have 1.5 holiday(tonite+ tomo)
call on Sun

Finished 1 week of work.
Havne't got time to digest what I did and what I felt these days.
Being a Dr is really different from being a medical student.
For the former, you have no excuse for knowing nothing
you cannot expect there is always sb to deal with your difficulty
you cannot simply say you don't know


Working for 1 week, I have already certified for nearly 10 patients
and 1 witnessed sudden arrest
Maybe, I should admit I am only a human
But it's time to learn, to be a doctor.

Life is fragile
We thought being a dr can help and save life
it's not always the case coz life has its end point.

1st July 2007