| 最近腦海總有很多東西
來不及消化
人生總是難以預計
你以為得到的
最後不屬於自己
感情用事 總是不理智
但誰能保證甚麼
根本 我們沒這預知能力 得了病 不由得自主
得聽天由命 常跟病人說 開心過日子去面對生活
由我這個不經風浪的小妮子來說 是否太天真
想把工作做好 卻感壓力
告訴自己不可懶散... 胡言. 亂語. 胡思. 亂想. ___
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| It's a long time that I haven't touched my xanga blog. Time flies, and I have gone through 2 and a half rotations already. There were a lot of experiences, memories, ups and downs, tears and stress. Time to make certain decision. Time for job application. There were a lot of struggles and frustrations in the past and I hope what I think right now is correct, or at least, for the near future. We have different paths to go in our lives, and most of them I believe we don't have much say about it. Nevertheless, we can change ourselves to accept and adapt our life and make it better. I'm learning hard to appreciate little things, and to remind myself of the beauty of simplicity and nature.
People in our age are just stepping into the reality and world where economy plays a big part. People in our age are striking hard for money, career, investment and a better living. In return, they use leisure, health, time spent with family and friends as trade off. I do not say it's wrong but just I want to have the latter items in my life. It may be naive to say such thing because I haven't really started on a formal post or I don't have to worry about my living at the present moment; I just want to express my concerns.
Thanks for the ones who have been with me all through these years and gave me happiness.
Hope everyone of you can find what you want and treasure what you have!
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| 轉眼間上班快三個月
初時真的受不了 每天不斷給人家追這樣追那樣
又不停做錯東西
打drip抽血的成功率之低 實在令人氣餒
沒有吃午餐晚飯又要繼續做的日子 想起都可憐 第一次看見patient arrest的衝擊
on call時那些desaturation, hypotension, convulsion...
心裡其實亂得很卻又硬著頭皮去做
這些都是每個houseman必經的
我覺得最考驗的並不是knowledge
而是physical+EQ
幸好這段日子遇上好的同事 大家互相ｃｏｖｅｒ
而護士們都是很好的 感覺上已很幸運
因為上班開心與否我覺得人事佔大半
希望次後的ｒｏｔａｔｉｏｎ都好．．． |
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| It's been 3 yrs that a typhoon No8 hasn't been hold
I still remembered how we longed for it in our student days
Today, I could leave 2 hrs earlirer than usual, after finishing the remaining work.
Still feel so tired all week..
Call on Sat AGAIN tomo...good luck to me plz
When I saw and talked to the Med5/3 these days, I found time really makes a difference to me.
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| I had a bad call day last night...
working from 8am yesterday till 8 am today, non-stop ward complaint, admissions and other work...
Physically I was not well as well
I nearly gotta cry in front of the computer
luckily I got the nice staff last night
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I was asked by a friend whom I haven't met for long..."what do you do/what are your hobbies when you are not working?"
I was silent for a while...
Apart from dining with friends and family, I found I am basically doing nothing...sigh..
That's why you gotta choose something you really like for your career?!
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